AGH! Do you ever feel like there is not enough hours in the day? That is how I feel every night that I come home from work. Sometimes it seems as if work goes by so slow but once I step in through the door, time speeds by and next thing I know I am waking up to my alarm clock starting all over again.
Now, don't get me wrong, I absolutely love my job. This has been a great job and I love what I am doing. I love writing and apparently I am good at it. My editor Brad keeps telling me what good work I am doing and that boosts my confidence. The only problem is, I feel like there must be a catch somewhere and that makes me nervous. I want to do a good job. I guess I am just very paranoid of what may be coming up in the near future.
Today as I was driving home from work I thought a lot about what is going to happen with all my time in the near future. I graduate soon, I have a boyfriend who I love dearly, I have roommates who mean the world to me and I want to spend time with, I just don't know what I am going to do with my time. I hate growing up. I hate having to make such tough decisions about life.
I know I have said this a million times before but I don't know what I am going to do with my life. I have so many options and opportunities at hand, I just want to make sure I make the right decision and I don't do anything that I will later regret. I guess this is where the power of prayer comes into play.
Time, it is an interesting thing and it will only keep going. I don't know what curve balls are going to come my way, but I am betting it is going to be something good.